Day 4

YAY 101.8 lbs!!!!! It's just a matter of time before I reach 100 again! Well, as long as I don't fuck up... again :p

300 calories today!
-1 cup Fiber One Cereal (120 cal)
-5 egg whites, boiled (85 cal)
-1 cup Trop50 Orange Juice (50 cal)
-1 medium peach (38 cal)

Total: 294 calories
Fat: 2.5g
Carbohydrates: 73.5g
Protein: 22.8g

Yum :) I haven't had my usual "routine food" in awhile! It feels good to be back on track! Plus I've gone 54 hours without solid food as of now and I'm not in the binging mood which is also super great.

Hahaha oh and I loved all your boob stories, it seems that they're either too big or too small! If only we could average them all out XD

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The Abercrombie thing turned out to be incredibly annoying. So I take the subway there (that's $2.25!) and it turns out they canceled the interview today without letting anyone know. There were like 5 people behind me who came for the same thing too. Man... Anyway I had to reschedule for next next Monday. I didn't want to pay another $2.25 again (that would have been almost $5 for nothing!) so I walked about 50 NYC streets and 4 avenues. Which is what, 3+ miles?

Took me about an hour to get back to my apartment. I'm a pretty slow walker huh. My excuse is that I was tired and had no energy so there! Not that it matters to anyone hahaha. As for the jeans thing... My roommate gave me her smallest pair and I could put them on and take them off while they were still zippered and buttoned. This definitely made me feel a lot better, especially since I think she looks really tiny!

However this weekend is going to be pretty bad, I have to go home tomorrow after class so I can "properly" celebrate my mom's birthday. I'm planning on making miyukgook (Korean birthday soup) with my sister which won't be too bad since it's basically just seaweed, broth and seasoning. Instead, I'm worried about the cake. It wouldn't be such a big deal except that I am LITERALLY the only person who ever eats it because I'm a fatty who can't stay away from sweets while everyone else in my immediate family couldn't care less (even my dad!).

BUT NOT THIS TIME!! Since I can't avoid getting a big piece (my family knows me too well...) I'll just have to take a bite and mush the rest up so it just looks like the cream is left (which they know I don't eat). Then the next problem is that I will probably have to stay until at least Saturday which means two days of home food and temptations. Not to mention that I won't have my Scale of Truth with me which means using the crappy one at home. Great :(

I suppose the best I can do is try to eat only one or two meals in front of my mother and say I ate a lot other times. And of course I'll leave fake evidence behind hehe. Sigh, well I'm still going to be expecting a weight increase by the time I can get back to my apartment. I must be 101 by Monday no matter what though!

I hope everyone is doing well <3