Tuesday, October 26, 2010
Down to 105 lbs. Thank goodness the weight is coming off relatively quickly. I'm back to Thursday's weight, and on Friday I reached 104 so hopefully I'll see the same progress.
I am now in the 28th hour of my water fast. I also have another Organic Chemistry test in 15 hours. My concern is that since I have to spend so many more hours *awake* so I can study I may be more tempted to eat. I usually sleep a lot more when I fast. I'm determined to make it to 48 hours at least though. After thinking about it, I would ideally want to stop the fast when I reach 103 lbs or below. That way, from November 1st to December 28th (my birthday) I'll have approximately 8 weeks to lose 8 lbs to reach my UGW which is DEFINITELY possible.
There's something that's starting to worry me. I'm not entirely sure if this is eating related but I haven't had my period in 2 months now. I never had it very regularly and it was more of a month-and-a-half cycle rather than every month, but still. Starting to freak out juuuust a little.
I'm hungry but one little glance at the mirror is enough to convince me that eating isn't worth it. It's funny that I started out thinking I would be happy if I lost weight through restricting a little and that I would never resort to fasting. Or starving as some would argue. Well... I guess all I can say is that people change. I've changed. I'm certainly not the same person that I was last year. It's a bit sad.
OH and I can't believe I have 10 followers! Thank you all for reading :) You all keep me accountable for my actions, so when I say I'm going to do something here I feel even more motivated to succeed haha.
I hope everyone is doing well <3
Weighed myself again after 6 hours. 104.6 lbs :) I know that weight fluctuates a lot when you fast due to water or whatever it is, but that's not going to stop me from counting it hehe.
104 lbs after another 6 hours. Hmmm really hope this isn't water weight because this is kind of sounding too good to be true!
41 hours in. 103.6 lbs!!! A new freaking low that I haven't had in years. I HAVE to be doing something right :)
Posted by not.quite.ana at 4:05 AM