Just finished an entire piece of chocolate cake. I hate myself. I feel like I can sense all of the chocolate fat spreading throughout my body and making me fatter and fatter. Even my stomach is bulging out of my previously loose shorts. Fuck. My. Life.

I was doing so well too. At lunch I just had a small cup of lentil soup and half a 1 egg and ham sandwich with only 1 slice of bread. Then I ate the cake. I'm so gross. I definitely gained again and I'm trying not to cry. Fuck chocolate cake.

Fuck myself.