Friday, October 29, 2010
Oh my gosh I'm down to 102.8 lbs!! So I basically started my 60 hour fast at 105.8 lbs, ended at 102.6 lbs, ate approximately 800 calories, weighed 103.8 lbs, did another 36 hour fast and I'm DOWN to 102.8! I suppose fasting works then? :3 Hehehe.
Anyway, I'll be ending October 2010 with my 0246 plan so today I'm having:
-1 cup Fiber One Cereal (120 cal)
-1 cup Trop50 Orange Juice (50 cal)
-1 egg, boiled (17 cal)
-1 Sugar Free JELL-O (10 cal)
Total: 197 calories
Starting November 1st I'll be doing 0135. Super excited! I'm thinking I should allow one "free" day each week to eat craving foods (like pizza and fries-so unhealthy I know!) but keep it to below 800 calories. Usually when I restrict I'm conscious of fat/carb/protein content as you can tell so I don't allow myself these other foods. HOPEFULLY, this will keep me from binging.
OH and I've also been thinking about rewards. Obviously I don't want anything food-related but I'd love it if I could get some ideas :) For 101 I was thinking a mani/pedi since my current polish is pretty messed up but I've been too lazy/cheap to get them done again. I'm not sure what to do at 98.5 lbs though. What would be a good intermediate reward?
For my UGW I know that I want to get True Religion Black Stella Skinny Jeans in as small a size as I can fit into. This is a pretty big deal to me because I have literally worn jeans only once in more than 2 years now. Why you ask me? Because I think I look disgustingly fat in jeans. I hate how they accentuate all the fat on my thighs and butt and hips and stomach. Thus, I have not bought a pair of jeans since senior year of high school and I'm happy to say that they are too big for me now :)
Even though my UGW is at 95.5 lbs I only arbitrarily decided that # because it is 17.5 BMI for me which is the borderline between underweight and anorexic. I'd like to state clearly that I do NOT want to be anorexic. I just want to be skinny and I've decided that being skinny means having a 23" waist. So. I guess we'll see what happens?
Posted by not.quite.ana at 8:20 AM