Thursday, December 9, 2010
I binged of course.
I threw out everything that I didn't consume.
My fridge is much emptier now - Thank God.
Another lesson learned: Food shopping binges only enable actual binges.
I was terribly upset, I didn't do as well on my test as I could have because of it.
But I'm tired of feeling sorry for myself.
Yea, I'm fat and I hate myself.
That's old news and today's a new day.
I haven't checked the scale and I'm not going to.
I'll be better. Stronger. In control.
I have one goal. Just one.
I've gotten off track for an entire month now.
I've been gaining and losing the same pounds over and over but NO MORE.
I will gain the peace and the mental clarity that I need to succeed.
10 letters, 2 numbers and 1 me.
No comments please.
As much as I love every single one of you, I need to do this on my own.
Thank you so, so very much <3
Posted by not.quite.ana at 1:23 AM