Saturday, December 4, 2010
LOL HOLY SHIT.
Why are you torturing me scale???
Yesterday went surprisingly well. I had the 230 calories worth of cereal and the veggie patty and fasted for 24 hours after that :) After eating I was deathly afraid that I had gained but I *somehow* managed to maintain and today it turns out I've lost! I'm actually more impressed that I didn't binge in the slightest, woo go me! I wanted to fast longer but I really want to keep my energy up for Kaskade so I'm planning on having a "free" day but still sub-500. Who knows how this will go. Rarely do these "free" days end as I want them to :p At least I'll be burning crazy calories tonight!!
Everything went so well yesterday, I still can't believe it haha. First, at the birthday party the cake was made out of ice cream and the venue was going to charge us $25 to store it and eat it there (that's NYC for you) so we didn't end up having it :D Then my roommate and a couple other friends wanted to have dinner but I said I just wanted to sleep (even though it was only 10 PM) and I was able to avoid that as well!
I woke up at around 2 AM after only being able to sleep for around 4 hours again which is when my roommate and friends came back to the apartment after having gone to a party. I suppose I should have been upset about this but I am really relieved I avoided the alcohol! And FINALLY, they all wanted to go out again to a lounge and I adamantly refused to go with them with excuses about how I didn't want to get dressed (remember that I'm usually half-naked at my apartment?). Turns out they weren't allowed in anyway but if they had I would have been able to divert another situation where I would have been pressured into drinking. Hurrah!
My goal is to be 98 lbs by Monday. I'll most likely be doing a 24 hour fast tomorrow, I'm so so close to being back in the 90's!!!
Posted by not.quite.ana at 7:57 AM