It was a perfect day. For once. I only ate the items on my list and wasn't even hungry for more. Tomorrow is my 800 calorie day which sounds like a huge number, but sticking to this diet plan is making me follow a strict regimen which I really need. I always think about fasting or restricting more severely but I'm more afraid of losing control.

On another note--I hate my mirror. It always makes me think that I'm thinner than I actually am when every other mirror or reflection that I've seen myself in tells me the exact opposite. In reality, I'm just this short pudgy girl made up of fat rolls. So every morning when I look in my mirror and I think "ok I don't look that fat", I just get disappointed everywhere else.

I'm disgusting.